Its been 15 years
Will it never end
Oh God I have lost my mind
But she's done this a dozen times
A dozen times today
This twisted way led to your hotel
I found myself wishing I lived there
So I drove past your parents home
Feeling so alone
Wishing you'd be there
Oh God there is truly no one else
Did I love her more than I loved myself
No more can I try
Now the sun only beckons for me to go outside
On my way to your new home town
I realized that I wished that I lived there
Unaware of my own home
I just so wished that you'd be there
Oh Lord she has cracked my head
Its been 15 years
Will It never end
Oh God let me close my eyes
Because now she is with another guy