Wednesday, July 13, 2011

I Make Her Safe

Did you see that look in her eyes
When she looked at him
Did you see the way she moves
When he touches her
God I hate how he touches her

How could I be so invisible
When I'm right here
Forced to watch their subtle smiles
Watch him pretend for a while

Did you see that look on her face
When she found him out
And found that girl at his place
She just ran away

I would never do that
I could never make you hurt that way
Let the bruise heal
I'll help you on your way
I am right here
Stay with me
I'll keep you safe

Did you see the look in her eyes
When she looks at me
Her deep fear
Has gone away
I make her safe

You know girl
You mean more to me
Than anything
Its just you and me

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

All I Wanted

For a long time
I was in the deepest love
And this love
Once had me possessed
With security and sense
That "us" no one could touch
Funny
Life didn't work out
My head is ringing with bells

All I wanted was a life
A bride to make my wife

In this shade
That once was you and me
I don't know how
You broke me down
Back to "just a boy"
You were always the one with all the luck
You came around
You're breaking me down

All I wanted was a life with you
My bride to make my wife

I'd always thought
You'd come along
Sometimes I wish
For a mistake
The longer that you'd wait
The more selfish you would get
I just want you
To call me 'a good dad'

And once again I'm shown
All these simple things
Are far too complicated
For my life

I'm just left now
With my freedom
And a selfish shell of life