Truly Me

I'm so sorry you never knew this side of me
I'm so sorry that all I am is a car wreck memory
Because if now you could see
The very true me
I doubt even your most keen eye could follow me

I'm here
And I've finally beat the most foul beast
I'm standing here
With blue eyes so very clear
What I have beaten is loneliness and fear

I truly am sorry I never let you see
The very depth
The very meaning
The very soul
Of what's truly me

Loneliness Is The Worst Form Of Insomnia

Trust me
There is someone out there
for everybody
This is what is daily
Promised me

And what if she has someone
What if there is already
A sun in her sky
What does one do then
Where does one place
The hope for a reason why

Loneliness is the worst form of insomnia
The shadows of my room
They whisper words of dark thoughts
Of dark, eternal formulas

My beginning has come and gone
She sleeps in the arms of another
And all I'm left with is a glimmering memory
And all I am is another redundant swan song

Loneliness is the worst form of insomnia

No Personal Fate

I have become a river
That gives no reflection
I am the razor without the cutting edge
Oh I've become sunlight
Without its heating rays
Who would want to make my summer day
When it's already been made

I feel so pointless
Time without a space
So useless
Clock without a face

Words spoken to an ear
Deaf to the voice
A life without fear
Still blind to pain
Please realize I'm here
Without love
I'm wasting away

I feel so pointless
Time without a space
So useless
A love without a claim

Oh my last prayer
Please be with me
I know no one cares
About a childhood dream
But I am yours
I don't need a name

What I wouldn't give to begin again
Just once is all I ask
To begin again
Begin again

I am a river
That gives no reflection
I am a person
With no personal fate

Here

My sweet darlin'
I can't wait till you come around
I need you here
To feel you all around
I was born in this town
And I'm fearful of what might be found

I saw you standing alone tonight
Dance with me under the full moons light
Please
Before apathy sets in and we both die

My problems are as large as yours too
At the end of the day it's your love and mine too

By The Way

The price I've paid
Fair enough
Due to the lies I've told
Now the truth I'm selling
Can no longer be sold

But why can't we laugh
Because that is all we have
Can we please put these childish things away
Where is the magic that we once had

There is nothing more to life than love
It's the one thing on which we depend upon

Please just dance with me
Remember how we used to dance
And how we'd move together
You are my torch
This all makes sence
By the way I'll wait here for you forever

There is nothing more to life than love
It's the one thing on which we depend upon

Who You Are

Despite how hard you look
You can't find the fault to call it off
But you tell yourself you never know
It might be for the best

No way you could walk away anyway
Because where else can you go
In truth is he worth all this
Can you honestly say yes
Because if you have to think about it, it's done

Seems that you loved him more then he loved you
Meanwhile you wished you had never met

Don't give up on me now
Dont give up

You've been up all night
Just like countless nights before
You've lost sense of space and time
You're friends become worried sick
You feel there are strangers everywhere

Don't give up on me now
Don't give up

All these little moments
You're so much more
This isn't who you are
Just seek my hand of comfort
And hold tight
This isn't who you are
There is joy far far from here
I just know there is
This isn't who you are

When it all fell away
How could you even know
That he slipped off into the night
Now you crave for something to call home
For someone constant to say goodbye or hello

Dont give up on me now
Don't give up

This isn't who you are

Far Too Long

This seasons love
I hope it'll last
God knows it's time
I've been alone for far too long

And when you see me, I see you
It feels so right
I forget how my heart gets torn
When I'm without you

Still there's times I feel that I can't go on
I need you

I run in circles
Over and over again
Like twisting a knife inside me again
If you love me
I've got to know for sure

Because it will take more this time
Than hollow lies
Before I open up my door

Because when I fall
I fall
Willing to lose it all
And when you kissed me
Under those mountain trees
You swept me off my feet
Oh how you make my life so sweet

This year's love
I hope it'll last
God knows it's time
I've been alone for far too long

Burning For You

Oh this winter
Like water and wine
Forever I'm falling behind
I don't want us
To fade tonight

There never was a rhyme
Nor was there ever a reason to lie
Just our sweet sweet love

Summer river
A thundering white wall
Not many nights like this
No no
I don't want to fail you no more

There never was a rhyme
Nor was there ever a reason
Just sweet sweet love

In the night I miss your body
In the day I miss your face
But no matter the time
I'm just your Valentine
Burning for you