Saturday, March 24, 2012

Your Fire Wakes

Its the most inopportune times
That's when I miss us
I miss 'us' being together
Remembering when I felt so happy
In your arms I could die

Now
I'm left to pick apart
All these bits of my destroyed heart
I'm left with this hollow inside

I let you in
Where only my thoughts live
Will I ever absorb your thoughts and time
Like you do mine

How can we fix this
You wanted me to feel it
Our words they don't make sense
But this is what you want
For me to live like this

Too much lost
Now we fear and feel distraught
Will it ever get easier
Not to feel your burn
You say its been difficult on you
Well its just about to obliterate me
But that you cannot see

Oh love
You there?
You know this ain't fair
What you do to me
So there...
My love

Will you ever admit to this
That our love is a mess
Your words make no sense
Talk dear
Lets reconnect
I cannot live like this

Love
Be safe where you wont get hurt
Just in case
Your fire wakes
For me
Again
My love

Monday, March 19, 2012

I Have Fallen for You

My god I've got a long walk back home
When I arrive I'll be weak
But I'll be weak in your arms
And in your arms I'll be back home

Let us lay in your bed
We laugh and smile at things
Others won't ever know
Where you're free to think and feel
Where you're free to let go

When we stand we stand as more than friends
When you stand lovingly next to me
You're a glow in my soul
You are everything to me

When the night becomes expired and I eventually leave
My feet will follow the road
And I'll leave you in peace
I know I won't get far
When memories of you
Flood through me

As I turn to ask
I notice the blush in your cheeks
My dear I have to know
Make this plain to see
I have fallen for you
Have you fallen for me

Friday, March 09, 2012

Now You Have Me Again

No this is not my hearts scar
I'm only bringing the news to a friend
No I don't feel the same
Yet my feet mosey along

While its mine I can't pretend
I walk along with the moon
Its the one thing I saw
Was your face

Your amazing crystalline eyes
Tonight be my muse
Trying not to drown it all
In the worlds darkened hues

From this crowd I heard
I heard you sing a pretty line
Please repeat it in my ear
I stand frozen at once

And when they offered me the stage
Its to you I turn
Full of faith and desire
I want to bathe in your stars burn

You did it once before
Standing wet in the rain
I know its you
Who can do it again

Snare them all
In simple words
Simple games
Where once you had me hooked
Where now you have me again



15 Years

Oh Lord she has broke this man
Its been 15 years
Will it never end
Oh God I have lost my mind
But she's done this a dozen times
A dozen times today

This twisted way led to your hotel
I found myself wishing I lived there
So I drove past your parents home
Feeling so alone
Wishing you'd be there

Oh God there is truly no one else
Did I love her more than I loved myself
No more can I try
Now the sun only beckons for me to go outside

On my way to your new home town
I realized that I wished that I lived there
Unaware of my own home
I just so wished that you'd be there

Oh Lord she has cracked my head
Its been 15 years
Will It never end
Oh God let me close my eyes
Because now she is with another guy

Friday, March 02, 2012

You Force Control

Have I got it just how you want
Force me to take whatever you got
I'll just keep my lies up
You force it all
You say you need it all

Trying to keep my head up tonight
Even when they all have you right
I'm sleeping on the floor tonight
You force control

You've come down to take me over
You've already practiced it all over and over
You start bringing strangers over
You've practiced your answers over and over

You start a fight
You tread light
You want to break me into something you love
You can never get enough

You can rearrange me now
I know you'll make it work somehow
Turn me into what you want
What you want
Anything you want

You start a fight
You tread so light
You say I need your love
You can never get enough