Thursday, October 27, 2005

Know the feeling

Its hard to explane this
Knowing you was like finding the key that fits
And now through all this time, and through cryptic ryme
We try to share whats on our minds

And how do you sleep when sanity has abandoned the wheel
How can this be, why is it so hard to deal
Being this far apart and for this long
We should feel like strangers, but thats all gone

You say you miss me, and I know the feeling
I feel like I can see you, but only when I am dreaming
And they always take me to you
They always do, ever since we were through

I can't shake these feelings, I hope they don't go
There are so many stories, so much for you to know
I hope I haven't changed, I hope I am the same
Am I the same guy running through the snow, wanting to change your last name

I hate how it all went down, how all of this changed
And if I could, I would make it all the way it was, make it all the same
But we can't change it now, just hang on to what we have
I messed up so long ago, I find myself wanting us back

Saturday, October 15, 2005

I so thank you

Everything is more than it seems
I feel like ripping at the seams
Rocking back and forth
Staring at the light to the north

I am so mad at this love loss
As we act like nothings going to stop us
Your anger is just another cover
You'll never take on another lover

They have come to take me away
that's all that I needed
Your anger is just a cover
Its all that you've needed
All you've needed

From this hill no one can see
While all these trees see me
Lying backward we fall
Floating in the touch of it all

By your house this stream creeps
In my ear your poems speak
This is all that we've needed
All that we've needed

What will these years bring
Will you recognize me
I wanted you all
All of you in the fall

I still sit on our rock
Do you remember the spot
Your voice I still recall
Like a stereo left on in the hall

In February I didn't come home
You were cold and left alone
I was in my rage
An immature age

I am so sorry
Life can be so scary
And I am sorry
I am so sorry

Do you like what you see
Do you still like me
I am happy to still know you
I am happy to finally shake these blues

I thank you
I so thank you

Thursday, October 06, 2005

Listen Deep

In this moment the stars vibrate with life
All is lost and more is gained
Turn out the lights and lets kiss again
I know our wrongs will make the perfect right

Hear me now, and listen deep
If I can't talk, would you speak
Words of love and spirit
Because now I am an addict for it

Can I give my old heart to you
If only I get you in return
Dark shadows fill our room
Light it up with passions burn

Arms wrap round
Breath is the only sound
Holding still for now
Minds race to catch up now

Why so many miles
So much time
Distance is the enemy
You are what I claim as mine