Truly Me

I'm so sorry you never knew this side of me
I'm so sorry that all I am is a car wreck memory
Because if now you could see
The very true me
I doubt even your most keen eye could follow me

I'm here
And I've finally beat the most foul beast
I'm standing here
With blue eyes so very clear
What I have beaten is loneliness and fear

I truly am sorry I never let you see
The very depth
The very meaning
The very soul
Of what's truly me

Loneliness Is The Worst Form Of Insomnia

Trust me
There is someone out there
for everybody
This is what is daily
Promised me

And what if she has someone
What if there is already
A sun in her sky
What does one do then
Where does one place
The hope for a reason why

Loneliness is the worst form of insomnia
The shadows of my room
They whisper words of dark thoughts
Of dark, eternal formulas

My beginning has come and gone
She sleeps in the arms of another
And all I'm left with is a glimmering memory
And all I am is another redundant swan song

Loneliness is the worst form of insomnia

No Personal Fate

I have become a river
That gives no reflection
I am the razor without the cutting edge
Oh I've become sunlight
Without its heating rays
Who would want to make my summer day
When it's already been made

I feel so pointless
Time without a space
So useless
Clock without a face

Words spoken to an ear
Deaf to the voice
A life without fear
Still blind to pain
Please realize I'm here
Without love
I'm wasting away

I feel so pointless
Time without a space
So useless
A love without a claim

Oh my last prayer
Please be with me
I know no one cares
About a childhood dream
But I am yours
I don't need a name

What I wouldn't give to begin again
Just once is all I ask
To begin again
Begin again

I am a river
That gives no reflection
I am a person
With no personal fate