I'm so sorry you never knew this side of me
I'm so sorry that all I am is a car wreck memory
Because if now you could see
The very true me
I doubt even your most keen eye could follow me
I'm here
And I've finally beat the most foul beast
I'm standing here
With blue eyes so very clear
What I have beaten is loneliness and fear
I truly am sorry I never let you see
The very depth
The very meaning
The very soul
Of what's truly me
