Monday, January 23, 2012

Once I Found Her and Now She Is Gone

I can see in your eyes that you mean it
I can feel in your heart
It is true
I felt in this moment you thought it
"Baby Im lying to you"

Thru all of these years
You've been lonely
Knowing not what you should do
No, you are right
I've been looking as well
But babe im still looking for you

Im just as disapointed as you
I wish I did better to hide it
The only false words ever I'd spoken to you
Is that Im truely alone and i like it
Im solely alone and I like it

When you lay in bed
Do you feel lonely?
Yes Im young though I feel a million years old
Imagine your arms around me keeping me warm
Baby Im still feeling cold

Girl you must know you are lovely
You're kind
You're beautiful too
My fault I must say is that I love you
Babe I am in love with you

It may seem strange that I still fawn for you
If its true then you're truely the one
If so why do I keep on looking for 'her'
Because once I found her and now she is gone
Once I found her and now she is gone

Friday, January 13, 2012

You Dance In The Corner

I stand in the corner
I watch you dance in the other
You're light like a feather
I'll love you forever
Forever

Your come-apart
Forced an impact
But I helped the sadness become lost
Far too scared to call another
I'm here now so lets start

Somewhere once existed something
Worth a damn
We recreate all traces
To where we once had feelings
That used to be there

I stand in the corner
You dance in the other
You're light like a feather
I'll love you forever

Hours seem to gather
We laugh on through the night
Its so hard to say anything
But I don't want to change our fate

The cold weather will blow over
And what you're feeling
I feel too
Get used to me dear

I stand in the corner
You dance in the other
You're light like a feather
I'll love you forever

You re so cynical with most things
Which I hope I alleviate
It works better than remembered
When we talk straight

I stand in the corner
You dance in the other
You're light like a feather
I'll love you forever
Forever

Monday, January 02, 2012

Chose August

So it was
You chose August
I don't want to see
Won't you pull this night
Tightly around me

On the street
I see you and me
You see my love
You will always mean more to me
My grip is slipping
My heart is ripping
What happened to us

Now I know
All these photos prove
What I have feared the most
Im too scared to move
The train is coming
I await my doom
I'll die in silence

What could I do
Break down the gates
Pretend to feel
Something more than hate
Scream out loud
Until I faint
You chose August

I can find peace
I can find solace here
Knowing he can't make you feel
The way I do
And you're reminded
When you lay next to him
Each time you close your eyelids

Its me you see
Walking the winters
The spring and fall
We had the summers
He can't have you all

We were a dangerous idea
He knew it
It sank into him
His secret fear
So he bathed you in kindness
Smothered you until you were blinded
And chose August