I know this hell is of our own making
Hating that the road we paved led us here
And there is no use in talking
You said you 'must move on'
The weight upon my heart is measured in tons
A best friend whose words will never reach my ear
We both with someone
In a cage we've made of
Gilded fear
I see your point
I was so unfair
You gave all
And my cowardice left nothing
But empty black fear
These white pills can't take away my pain
Knowing he is there proudly speaking your name
The garish sun graces your face
Dogs may nuzzle your hand
While I am left alone
An empty cowardly man
A 'fixer' I was born to be
The passiveness that runs through me
Is something I wish to cut out
So we could see what our love would bring about
You are the one
But i can't spit it out now
When the date's been set
Knowing how familiar your lips, once kissed, are set
I wish for an accident
For one child that our fate would cement
But fate is fickle
And I'm left with this pain in my chest
Nothing helps but your words towards me
Spoken lovingly but sternly
How quickly we must forget
And face the end of all
Our love forcefully forfeit
I was unfair
You standing in the dark unaware
The choice was mine
And I couldn't face the eleventh hour time
O pills take me away
From this horrid boiling fray
That I, of my own hand
Did create
I know these words
Your eyes do read
And that to me
My ravaged soul feeds
Will forgiveness come?
Will I forever hear 'we are done'?
My soul can bear it not
I'll lock myself away
And bury my ghostly soul in a pine box
I know you truly laugh and love with me
And in that lies the true tragedy
For I am yours and you are mine
That is what has been proven by the march of time
Come away darling pretty
Make this not your last stand
I dream to feel again
The warmth of your delicate hand
Every time you hear Bryan
Forever I feel Orion
Orion!
